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TARZAN IS ON!!!!!!!! this is my and devons movie right here!!!
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Artist: Nick Black
Song name: Sorry
Album: Nick Black Hollow
Sorry if I hurt you with anything I said
Sorry when you needed me I chose myself instead
I was wrong. Did you stay to long?
Sorry I didn't listen to every word you ever said
Sorry that I spent so much time living in my head
Sorry I gave you everything, you know I would do anything for you
Did you stay to long?
I'm not sorry anymore for the way I was before
And as far as I'm concerned I'd say we're even
I'm not sorry anymore, there's a change you can't ignore
There's a lesson to be learned, I'd say we're even.
Must have said "I'm sorry." a hundred thousand times
For everything that I'm to blame and I apologize
I was wrong. Did you stay to long?
Sorry if I'm boring you or getting in your way
Sorry may be meaningless but I'll say it anyway
I'm sorry I gave you everything, you know I would do anything for you
Did you stay to long?
I'm not sorry anymore for the way I was before
And as far as I'm concerned I'd say we're even
I'm not sorry anymore, there's a change you can't ignore
There's a lesson to be learned, I'd say we're even.
I'm not about to go down by myself
I'm not about to go down for someone else
I'm not about to go down by myself
If I go down I'll be taking you with me
I'm not sorry anymore for the way I was before
And as far as I'm concerned I'd say we're even
I'm not sorry anymore, there's a change you can't ignore
There's a lesson to be learned, I'd say we're even.
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Artist: Nick Black
Song name: Hollow
Album: Nick Black Hollow
Isn't it right?
Isn't it great?
Pick up the pieces together again.
Don't forget, have no regrets
Only leaves you hollow
Wasn't it fright?
Wasn't it fear?
I think that I thought you were gone but your here
Whatever I said, whatever I did only left me hollow
Your waisting time but so am I
The pictures on the wall
Where ever you go, you and I both know that I will follow
Wasn't it twice?
Wasn't it shame?
You thought it was you but I'll take all the blame
Only yesterday
Was it just today?
Will it be tomorrow?
Didn't it shine?
Wouldn't it fade?
Was it a difference that you and I made
If you forget, have your regrets
Only leaves you hollow
Your waisting time but so am I
The pictures on the wall
Where ever you go, you and I both know that I will follow
Your tasting life and so am I
We stumble and we fall
Where ever you go you and I both know you leave me hollow
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Artist: Nick Black
Song name: Fall To Pieces
Album: Nick Black Hollow
This is my best defense
Drowning in ignorance
I need a reason to get up and carry on
No time to make a sound
This is another break down
And now I'm waiting for your life to be the truth
Your life to be the truth
Got nothing left to lose
Got nothing left to prove
But every time I fall to pieces
Got nothing left to learn
Got nothing left to burn
But every time I fall to pieces
Fall to pieces
I'm starting to resist this lack of confidence
Is this the season to get up or carry on?
I've fallen to the ground to many times to count
And now I'm waiting for your life to be the truth
Your life to be the truth
Got nothing left to lose
Got nothing left to prove
But every time I fall to pieces
Got nothing left to learn
Got nothing left to burn
But every time I fall to pieces
Got nothing left to lose
Got nothing left to prove
But every time I fall to pieces
Got nothing left to learn
Got nothing left to burn
But every time I fall to pieces
Fall to pieces
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Artist: Nick Black
Song name: It's Over
Album: Nick Black Hollow
Obsession, depression
This program is in session
If I tell you, what will you say?
The lesson in question
Meaningless conversation
They say it
No way I can forget this feeling
You see my face in a magazine
Will you turn the page not to look at me?
You hear my name in the social scene
Will you turn your face when I'm on TV?
And now they're saying "What will you see?"
It's over
Devotion, ravotion
This sequence is in motion
I'm giving myself away
Reflection, rejection
You're in the nose-bleed section
They waited
I hated images for selling
You see my face in a magazine
Will you turn the page not to look at me?
You hear my name in the social scene
Will you turn your face when I'm on TV?
And now they're saying "What will you see?"
It was such a big mistake
Will you throw it all away?
You read the paper
The headlines say
"Will he take her back?
Will he turn away?"
You see my face in a magazine
Will you turn the page not to look at me?
You hear my name in the social scene
Will you turn your face when I'm on TV?
And now they're saying "What will you see?"
It's over
It's over
It's over
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Artist: Nick Black
Song name: Something Real
Album: Nick Black Hollow
I must be some kind of monster baby
I want it all and it's now or never
I'm holding out for the real thing baby
Or did you mean it when you said forever?
It's just a little bit
I'm getting sick of it
You never let me feel
It's just a little bit
I'm getting sick of it
I wanted something real
Just give me something real
Just give me something real
I never knew I could want to, maybe
I never thought that I could give you reason
I'm waiting here for the real thing baby
You know I need it and it's now or never
It's just a little bit
I'm getting sick of it
You never let me feel
It's just a little bit
I'm getting sick of it
I wanted something real
Just give me something real
Don't know if I can take this
I don't know if I hate this
Don't know if I can fake this
You know you make me hate this
It's just a little bit
I'm getting sick of it
I wanted something real
It's just a little bit
I'm getting sick of it
You never let me feel
It's just a little bit
I'm getting sick of it
I wanted something real
Just give me something real
I'm getting sick of it
Just give me something real
It's just a little bit
Just give me something real
I'm getting sick of it
Just give me something real
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The world today is all about every man for themselves. Jess and I got together to do our entry, we feel that maybe if we work together others will follow us and bring the world that much closer. We also asked outside people to help us write it, because Jess and I include all, and don't single people or groups out.
"My aunt said just yesterday that she hates watching the news because it's boring to her. She says year after year all you see is the same thing, mothers killing their children, a guy killed his girlfriend, casualties mounting (from the wars domestic and abroad), it's all the same stories. But how can she be so desensitized to something so terrible? How could anyone be so desensitized to something so terrible?"
"You walk through the halls during school and listen to the conversations some people have. You hear about how some guy broke up with his girlfriend, or how someone did on a test, and occasionally how much someone may hate a class. As you keep walking you tend to hear some terrible things. Kids cursing each other off, guys talking about how they are going to fight someone, hurting them till they pass you. You hear about how people have drank till they've passed out and how someone took advantage of another, used them for sex and then bash them the next day. You start to think about how anyone could just let someone do that, and say the horrible things they say, as you walk by soon to forget about all that's just happened. If you really stopped to think about it you'd realize you'd just become the person who lets what happens continue, you've become the person you'd just criticized."
Jess suggested we write about the good as well, because the world isn't all bad, it's just blinded by the hate.
"Write about friends! They always help me through!"
"I cherish your friendship."
"No one ever realizes how much better your life is when you have someone to talk to when you really need it. It's one of those days that all day you feel something and you go through your routine all day blankly thinking in the back of your mind about whatever it is that doesn't feel right. And then magically at almost midnight you feel a much needed relief when someone you didn't even think to talk to comes out of left field and makes everything bad do away. HERE'S TO THE PEOPLE THAT MAKE LIVING LIFE POSSIBLE!"
"You know your connected with someone when they are laying in your lap or sitting by your side and without looking to them you start to cry, for no reason. You wonder why your crying when you look at that person and they are crying too, without having to look at you. And you realize then that there isn't anyone else you'd rather be with and cry with at that time then them."
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as you guys know, i'm very much into writing when i'm depressed. heres one of the more recent ones that i hope to make into a song lol
all i need to do is have a little fun and all i need to know is that your the only one and all i need to say is how much i love you but that doesn't seem to be happening anymore your everything i adore all i need to do is have a little fun all i need to know is your the only one all i need to say is how much i love you but that doesn't seem very easy anymore all i want to do is be right there beside you all i want to say is i cant live without you all i need to know is that as long as i have you nothing will bring me down and nothing will break my stride and nothing, no nothing, will let me die. so as long as i have you i'll be just fine and as long as i have you i'll be able to survive and all i need to know is your the only one but that doesn't seem to be happening as all so i'll never know if your the only one and i'll never get to say just how much i love you and i guess you'll never know just how much i care for you but that's life and mine sucks
which then turned into
All I need to do is have a little fun, and all I need to know is that your the only one, and all I need to say is how much I love you, but that doesn't seem to be happening anymore. Your everything I adore. All I need to do is have a little fun, and all I need to know is your the only one. All I need to say is how much I love you, but that doesn't seem so easy anymore. All I want to do is be right there beside you. All I want to say is I can't live without you. All I need to know is that as long as I have you nothing will break my stride and I'll never fully die.
So as long as I have you, I'll be just fine, and as long as I have you I'll be able to survive. All I need to know is your the only one, but that doesn't seem to be happening at all. So I'll never get to know if your the only one, and I'll never get to say just how much I love you. I guess you'll never know just how much I need you.
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i was moving a box of tarps over the counter, didnt realize the space was smaller than it was, brought the box down, it landed on my hand which jammed it into the change box turned to devon, told her it hurt, things went black devon says my eyes rolled into the back of my head and that i started to convuls, i then fell, hit my head on the game, slid off it and landed on the floor on my back, continued to convuls for a few more moments devon shook me and tried to wake me up but i wouldnt she called for greg, he wouldnt respond, she flagged some dude down and then i woke up and was brought to the hospital...anyways
so i told someone last night that i felt that devon was the only person there for me, and i'm not sure they understand why. i can understand how much they hate me after hearing that. so i feel the need to explain, because they deffinately didnt deserve that. they have been there for me more than i can begin to describe. but wen this happened and i looked to them and i pretty much saw them walk away i kinda figured that they didnt really care. i couldnt think straight, i was under alot of stress, i thought i had had a seizure at the time. then i realized that my mom had apparently broken down crying, and that she was doing everything within her power to get home. and the thing running through my head was someone i thought didnt care about me was worreid beyond belief while my friend, from what i'd seen, hadnt even asked if i was okay or cared to check up on me. so i'm sorry that i flipped, but from what i'd seen...idk, i just felt like shit and like i was fucking up everyones life. and i'm sorry for taking that out on you.
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People keep asking me why loves so hard. Would it be worth it if it was handed to you? The things that are worked for and take time to build are the most worthwhile things to live for.
"I don't want to tell him, I'm afraid to...what should I do?" Don't let the fear consume you. Fear can keep you from doing something truely amazing; something that can effect the whole world, or simply your friends. I can't tell you what to do, it wouldn't be right. But I know you can make the right decision, I know you won't let that fear take you over.
"It's like the world has turned it's back on me, I can't stand it...only two people seem to care...I hate my life." Don't focus on the world, noone has the world on their side. Instead, focus your thoughts on those two friends that care about you. They are there for you and would do anything for you, they alone can make life worth living. Don't hate your life, and don't hate those around you. Some people can't handle their own lives let alone others. Give them time, things will turn out alright.
"You're so good at singing, and Kyle plays the piano amazingly, Matt's great at soccer, and what am I good at? Nothing..." Everyone's good at something, some happen to find that sooner then later. Some people try so many things at once that they never have the chance to feel like they're really any good at any one thing. Take a look at the things you like, see what you'd like to do, and take your time trying it out. You have potential and determination, you just need to look inside yourself and let it show. Once you've done that you can do anything and become anything you put your mind to.
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today was great! so, 12ish, dev pics me up, we go to nezs to make cupcakes. we get to nezs only to find out she has no cupcake holders. we run to devs and get them, get back, start to make them. turns out that nez also doesnt have regular measuring cups...he smallest measuring cup goes to 8 cups and doesnt bother reading one cup...so when dev and i needed 1/3 cup of oil we were screwed. well, we though "we're italian! we'll wing it like on the cooking shows!!!" yea, did it with that and water, let me tell you, we probably made a big mistake there. anyways, it was a big process.
dev heads to work at 1:10ish and nez and i just chill there till like 3 or 4, then we go to H and R block with her friend/cuz attis (spelling cause it's turkish) for her tax stuff, it was fun, then we go to shopright, pick up some icing to write with, then to the dollar store to get balloons and streamers. stupid jews...
go to pick up jess, nez and i bring her home, think of ways to distract her while we do everything we forgot to do. i did a good job distracting. we made weird hairstyles, watched loveless, yea, took care of gul (another turkish name) and then dev got off of work and we suprised jess and it was fun! then we went into the basement and tried tomake a boyband dance to an nsync song or something lol, good times
as of now i've gotten home, had a couple and now i'm just waiting for my parents to get home so i can go to sleep
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Midterms/finals are finally over!!! Man, it's gonna be great! I convinced my drama class that I'm not taking drama anymore, cause I wasn't going to. I just never told them I was swiching into drama II. So stoked, then theres no more sociology! Can't wait! I'm going to show up at the bell to flip people out. I know they'll flip cause when I told them I got signed I got treated like a god. It was hilarious. Anyways, I'm gonna head out cause I forgot the purpose of this post.
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I don't know why I'm so tired, seriously...7:30 rolled around and i was ready to pass out. My legs and arms are soar, my eyes hurt, I have a headache, I feel completely worn out. I can't remember a time when I've felt this tired for absolutely no reason and at such an early time. I seriously just want to collapse. My neck is starting to hurt, I can't keep my eyes open...Why the hell do I feel like crap? I feel like I'm seriously not even here, I feel like...I don't know, I'll let you know as soon as I can figure that out.
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Christina: OMG OMG OMG dude due dude you'll never guess what happened
Me: wat?
Christina: im getting signed
Me: are you serious?
Christina: yep! just got an email and i'm talking to the guys now
Me: omg, thats great!
Christina: but.. YES! they heard stage fright and halftime and loved them and.. AHHH!!
Me: omg!!! i'm so happy!!! speaking of which we have to get together for stage firght lol
Christina: HELL YEAH WE DO but guess what, theres a catch
Me: yea?
Christina: if i go, you're coming with me, singing
Me: kk
Christinae: bc i cant play guitar and sing at the same time w/o getting tripped up and you're voice is amazing
Me: thanks! i'll start memorizing halftime tonight!
Christina: HAHA YAY!!! IM SOOO PSYCHEd
Me: i'm so happy for you!!!!
Christina: the showcase is prob. gonna b around spring break and we have to sell 15 tickets to it but thats like.. nothing
Me: yea, specially with our friends lol
Christina: yep! we get all of crew to come
Me: yea! lol i'm stoked!
Christina: me too!!!! aah
Me: so we have to perform in a show?
Christina: yeah small show
Me: omg
Christina: HAHAH
Me: this is so weird!
Christina: iM SO EXCITEd i gotta go grab dinner But i'll bb in like 30 or so
Me: kk, tlak to you later lol
Christina: yepp! baaack
Me: so wait, your getting signed, i didnt dream that?
Christina: didnt dream it its for real and so technically, you're getting signed too
Me: omg
Christina: lol im trying to pinch myself too man
Me: i just started to cry
Christina: im still crying
Me: aww crying hug!
Christina: hugg!!! dude im gonna find you tomorrow in school and start crying and hugging again
Me: omg it'll be great who else have u told?
Christina: uhm so far amanda dagion, allison, and you bc amanda's in with us and alli was online
Me: wat recorde company
Christina: Jersey Noise Records
Me: omg
Christina: they're gonna contact me in a few weeks letting us know the date for april and the groups we'll be recording w/ so we gotta work hard and write a few more songs between thn
Me: this is so great omg, lets kick everyones asses!!!
Christina: i know! lets! cue 220 rocks everyones socks!!
Me: yea!!! i'm gonna post this convo in livejrounal!!!
Christina: me too!! haha
Me: i told dev, she says "holy shit, congrats, i'm going to the fucking show damnit"
Christina: haha YAY
Me: yea omg its like a fucking river
Christina: ha same its... its a dream.. and i never ever thought it would come true
Me: omg same here
Christina: after all the things with cantaffa the "nick comes frist" attitude i never would have thought...any of this could happen
Me: i know just wait till he hears! omg
Christina: and i know its not some major label and frankly i could care less
Me: lol yea
Christina: Because even drive thru and reprise started as shit
Me: tru
Christina: and the fact that we could put a label to our name at all is fucking amazing
Me: yea
Christina: aah i cant stop crying and jumping at the same time
Me: i kno!!! lol
Christina: lol this is going on LJ
Me: lol yea
Christina: AH!! lol i still really cant believe this
Me: me either
Christina: lol
Me: omg how great is this!?
Christina: haha so totally great we have to go out and celebrate this week
Me: yea we doo!!!
Christina: haha but where and wen, thtas the question
Me: to tru
Christina: lol tonys... after crew around the end of the week? if there is crew
Me: yea!
Christina: Hey,
I represent a brand new entertainment company out of Monroe, NJ. I was looking through profiles and your style caught my eye. We are an up and coming record label looking for talented musicians like yourself to represent us. We offer rehearsal space, recording, show bookings, PA rental, graphic design, and pro photo shoots. Everything you need to give your band what it needs to improve its fan base. This is our first year in business so for our introductory special we will be offering free mixdown and editing time on any songs you record with us. This could be a value of thousands of dollars free to you for choosing us. In addition, we have many other specials, check out our site for such offers and I hope to work with you in the future.
--John
JerseyNoise
Christina: thats the first letter
Me: omg there was more!?
Christina: yeah lol brb tho
Me: kk
Christina: back lol and still crying
Me: me too
Christina: haha wanna see the other letters?
Me: yea!
Christina: k 1 sec
Christina: Christina,
Ok sounds great, well I have a few questions for you first. Have you ever played to an audience before? I would like to book a showcase for you at our office/stage area, if I where to set something up with you and a few other musicians how many tickets do you think you could potentially sell? I generally have this deal where if I showcase an artist and they bring 15 people to their showcase I record 1 multitracked song for free, tracking, mixing, editing all included as a bonus for selling so well. So if you are interested let me know around when you would be ready to play such a show and we will get this rolling. Thanks for your time.
--John
JerseyNoise
Christina: thats the one that came after the first when i got back to him then this one:
Sounds excellent, as far as the amount of songs go. How many do you have that you could play out at this point?
--John
and the final:
Okay excellent, so i'll look into some stuff and we'll schedule you for sometime in april? If thats good let me know, and ill get in touch with you in a few weeks to confirm everything and let you know what other artists you may be showcasing with.
Thanks!
John
Me: how many tickets?! like, 50 atleast thats my family lol
Christina: lol true same here i didnt want to go tooo crazy at first like just incase we don sell a lot but watch.. i'll be like "hey.. uhm, we need more tickets" i said we werent sure how many, atleast 25 if not more
Me: lmao yea! am i allowed to post the letters on lj aswell?
Christina: yeah dont see why not
Me: kk omg!
Christina: haha mar i realy.. idk. im so psyched, and so crazed and so .. blissfull i guess is the word
Me: yea, me too
Christina: lol so now im making a new little graphic we could put on our pages linking to our myspace
Me: omg a;lsghrag i'm shaking nad crying this is so werid so wen do you want to record?
Christina: lol idk lo lany time is good for me
Me: omg
Christina: we can do somthing this week if u want?
Me: yea! omg i can't stop crying
Christina: me either!! tomrrows gonna b hard going to midterms w/o thinking about hti
Me: yea lol
Christina: lol i cant wait i'm so excited to blow this in cantaffas face
Me: yea! i keep saying staple instead of splinter lol
Christina: lmfao
Me: omg holy crap
Christina: haha
Me: i wont be sleeping tonight
Christina: me either!!
Me: i feel high
Christina: me too! and whats even better my friends selling me a kcikass mic tomorow for cheap
Me: nice!!!!!
Christina: I KNO!! AAH
Me: r u tellin every u know?
Christina: yeah u? lol
Me: yea!!
Christina: lol and im sending people to the site to hear the song and they're amazed
Me: yea!!!
Christina: AAAH!! lol
Me: l;liyglkjihiu6tflkjglo i'm so stoked! do u kno where shows are held?
Christina: lol at their place in monroe i think just for the showcase atleast
Me: tru
Christina is away at 8:57:29 PM.
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Okay, so I took a nap before and had another dream. All I can remember is ALOT of water cause apparently I was making a music video...and there was water...anyways, so there was this guy in the music video and apparently I liked him or something, and then there was this other girl and he had to save her and me. I was drowning and all this other girl wanted was to make out underwater or something, I don't know. But it turns out he chose her over me, so I went crazy and jumped off the tank of water that the whole music video was shot from and wound up breaking my neck. Then I woke up in the hospital and someone said Mary and I woke up completely.
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Okay, so yesterday was great! Umm, went to school, took my drama final which was stupid cause it wound up being 100 questions, create a character, scene creation and costume design aswell as draw a set and label the stage. It took forever lol. So umm, after that went to Wendy's with Devon, Jess, and Nesrin. On the way out Dev ran over the curb front and back side, and her car scratched out on it too. Then there was an asshole who didn't know how to go through a fucking drive through built for two cars and blocked us from getting out.
Then we went to drop Nez off but her dad was home and she wanted to wait a bit so she'd get home at 2:30, instead of an early ass 2. So we decide to drop Jess off. After that we had time to waist so we explored the developments, running over newspapers, dramatically avoiding garbage cans, and let me tell you, we drove literally under ten mph. It was fun. Sadly it was time to drop Nez off so we went to her house and then decided after that, that Dev and I would hang out together at her house cause my rooms a mess.
Dev and I went online, looking at movie times and stuff, talking with Laura, and then we went into her room. She told me about this movie Drop Dead Fred. She thought that DDF (the guy who played him atleast) was the same guy who played Henry Chaucer. So we watched it to see. Turns out it wasn't the same guy, but I can see where she got the idea, they do have similarities.
Then we went to the movies and met Hoover and Lauren there. We got stuck behind this asshole at like, two or three lights! He coulda gone like fourteen times but no! He wanted to be an ass! She also ran over another curb while making turn to try and get around the asshole, it worked, but we wound up getting stuck behind another one...So we get there and watch Epic Movie, it was an okay movie, it was a bit of a let down but I still laughed.
After the movie we went to Chevi's. We ate and told the waiter it was Devon's 17th birthday, (we had sent her into the bathroom and told her we would tell her when she could come out cause she's the one who told us to do it.) So she got a sombrero and a desert. OMG LET ME TELL YOU THE WAITER WAS HOT!!!! Dev and I contimplated giving him our number lol. We didn't though.
Then we went to Laurens, OMG SHE HAS THE CUTEST KITTEN IN THE WORLD NAMED STELLA!!!! We watched Guts or Gutz or something for most the night and then went home cause we were tired. That was my exciting and tiring day yesterday lol.
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i got to see greg and beth today and some nice lady named jen. i had loads of fun skipping classes to see them and do my presentations. it was all good. jessa and did good, and somehow we made it to all the classes we had to. our teacher wants us to go again tomorrow with one of her periods. i'm really tired right now cause i had like...2 bags of sugar. i'm so out of it. idk wat i came on here to say, oh well, i'll just leave then
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So Devon came over last night. It's tradition now to have a movie sleep over thing every Saturday night, and it's themed. So we chose to do comedy again. We rented Little Nikky and Kung Pow, those are two good movies. Jeff wound up coming to cause when Devon called me from work he was with her and I felt bad lol. Oh yea, I visited Devon and Nesrin at work yesterday. I went shopping with my mom and we went to Devon's register and stuff, it was fun. Nesrin attacked me cause I told her I was by the milk lol. But Devon and I got like, Taco Bell and Dunkin Doughnuts and stuff and we were gonna get our nails done but they were all busy and crap. Umm...Friday night went to the bowling alley and crap with a whole bunch of people, it was a good time. Devon and I also made another CD of random crap. Good times!
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Okay so this was a weird dream. Pretty much my dream started off at Six Flags. I was working and all the games were switched around and I was getting ready to go home. I go find Devon and she said that she had to go to her other job and couldn't hang out that night, so I said okay and went home. So I start cleaning my room and Jeff and Nesrin come over. We were having out little hangout and stuff and my sister Grace comes downstairs. She sits on my bed and I sit next to her and start talking to her while Jeff and Nesrin do something on the computer.
She asks me if I want to run to the store real quick and scoop up some stuff, I said sure as long as I drove. Then Nesrin said she wanted to go too, so we all headed outside. Jeff came running up and said that he wanted to go too. So we all piled into the Pontiac and Grace sat in the drivers seat and I got all mad and told her I wanted to drive. She said I could but only from the passengers seat. I said fine and got in. Nesrin said she had to go to Hurricane Harbor and Grace said she didn't know how to get there and I said that I did. So we started driving and it went from my driveway to 195 in seconds.
I got all nervous and told Grace I wanted to drive from the drivers seat and she put up a fight, eventually I won and I got into the drivers seat and we started to drive. Nesrin said she no longer had to go to HH so we decided to go prom dress shopping. We are stopping at all these places and my mom winds up being at one, so she gets in the car and I drive to the next place. Then I wake up at like nine and I said eff that so I went back to sleep. The dream surprisingly started right back up.
So we are in the car and my mom starts yelling at me, asking a bunch of shit and I started getting mad so I started to yell back. Everyone is just watching us yell at each other and my mom finally asks something like what is your problem with me? And I responded It's that I know you hate me and I hate you for that. So she gives me this nasty look and tells me not to bother coming home cause I wouldn't be allowed in and she threw me out of the car and closes the door. I fall to the ground and start to cry and crawl my way out of the street and sit on the curb. Jeff calls my name and shouts something to me. He's shouting out that he hates me, never wants to see me again, I'm not worth the time and effort of the friendship, and he goes on with that. I get more upset and I find my way into a shed that was up by one of the stores. For some reason my dog is in there as well as some little nick-knacks. So I text Greg and ask him if I could spend the night at his house. (For some reason Greg and Devon were the only numbers I knew and Devon was a work and I knew she wouldn't be able to pick me up.) And then I woke up again, it's 9:30, so I went back to sleep.
I was so happy that the dream started back up at the spot it left off lol. Greg texts me back asking where I was and stuff and said he was on his way and would be there in ten minutes. So this sails lady comes in and sees me and she'd seen what had happened and asked me which house of theirs I'd like to stay in tonight (it was disney princess themed for some odd reason.) I told her that a friend was picking me up and it wasn't necessary. and then I go outside and wait for Greg. He gets there and I sit in the car and he said we had to stop somewhere on the way. So we are driving and we stop at McDonald's and some of the Six Flags crew is there. The only person I recognized was Alex lol. So Greg orders his food, asking if I want some and I said no. I sit on the floor next to Alex and Greg and just sit and listen to the conversations. Alex tries to cheer me up and stuff and tries to get me to eat fries and then greg made me laugh and then I woke up again. And that was it. Actually I woke up crying at the end of the second and third part of this dream. It was crazy. There was also more to it but it doesn't make sense so I left it out (at the beginning with skateboarding and stuff)
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